I have learned that my perspective is special
and that no one else sees the world quite
the way I do.
I have learned that everyone else's opinion
is not necessarily true.
I have seen
the world in the hands of the sane
grow poisoned and ill.
I know that now is the time for action
not
to sit and be still.
I feel a great movement rising up
deep from within my soul.
Where once I harbored
hate,
now love is my only goal.

Anti-Racism...not Anti-Racist,
Anti-Hate...not Anti-Hater!
I used to infiltrate hate groups for the fun of it...but always turned over any and all evidence to the FBI...I never worked
for them in any official capacity...though I was offered the chance to several times...I was just not into following rules...I
was just too much of a radical.
Heavy Fed
September 2007
Heavy Fed can be reached at: HeavyFed@yahoo.com
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Heavy Fed throughout his
life worked "with" and not "for" many different Police agencies including but not limited to the US Marshals
Service, the DEA, the FBI and various other local and state law enforcement agencies...
but he was never paid, he felt
it was his duty.
He traveled around North and Central America as a self styled Lone Ranger after being released
from the US Navy, getting involved and stopping crimes ranging from Murder to Petty Theft all across the land.
His travels
took him to Alaska where he worked as a Commercial Fisherman, there he earned enough money to do what he wanted in his off
time. In his off time, he fought crime...in his own way.
In 1997 after his father was diagnosed with Liver Cancer
Heavy left Alaska for the last time to return home.
After Heavy's father died in November of 1998 he was incredibly
upset with Shell Chemical who he blamed for his fathers death.
In the 1970's Heavy's father had worked in the
Shell Refinery located in Deer Park, Texas. Shell provided vats of Benzene for their employees to wash their tools in each
day before they went home to their families.
Heavy's father came home each day in his Benzene soaked clothing exposing
the entire family to this toxic chemical.
Heavy's mother washed his father's work clothes every day and is now
suffering from the extreme effects of Lupus.
Heavy carried with him this intense anger and soon began roaming around
looking for something to take it out on.
It was 1999...Y2K was fast approaching...Heavy knew if something big was going
to happen in Texas...Austin would be a prime target...and Heavy knew from experience where to look for extremists...after
all he had spent quite a lot of time with his father attending "Gun Shows" and other functions where he had run
into them before.
He was approached and recruited by a National Alliance member (a neo-nazi organization) early in 1999
at a Gun Show in Austin, Texas. Accidentally.
Heavy knew right from the start what he was getting into and relished at
the opportunity to infiltrate this secret organization.
Initially Heavy did not share their racist beliefs but
soon,
after months of consuming mass amounts of the National Alliance's disinformation and propaganda, Heavy playing racist
for many months got so into it that he began espousing their racist ideologies as if they were his own.
Playing the part,
as only Heavy Fed can do.
Heavy Fed explains, "Basically what I did was play a slightly ignorant but yet worldly
white man who was not quite yet a racist, I let them nurture the hate in me...I watched hours upon hours of their propaganda
videos...went to every meeting...volunteered to work gun shows recruiting...my own mother believed I had turned racist...in
fact my whole family believed it...I had to make everyone believe it and this caused many fights...and this was a big stretch
for me...I mean I had in fact spent most of the prior 5 years of my life living down in Mexico, Guatemala and El Salvador...then
suddenly I'm a hate everyone but whites racist?...You can bet I should have won an Academy Award for that. I just went
with it, I really let myself go, I believe I actually felt hate, in my heart...I mean I could taste it...and the taste made
me sick...and the sickness I felt...made me even angrier...which made me an even better candidate for what was to come next.
In the end I had the National Alliance believing I was salivating to do something to "Save" the white race. You
see, that's what they are looking for...all these Hate web sites...trolling for easily influenced people...young white
suburban kids mostly...with contempt for everything and anyone around them...just looking for someone to take that hate out
on...hating gives them purpose. Their race gives them reason and a sense of duty...a duty in their minds to save their dying
race."
Then late in the summer of 1999, Heavy saw Eminem's video "Guilty Conscience" on
MTV and was blown away by Eminem's artful use of prose.
He went out the very next day and bought his CD.
Heavy
listened to that CD at least 20 times the first day and before long was buying other artist's CD's as well.
Never
before did Heavy ever find anything that made his mind click the way rap music did.
He often found himself listening
to his Rap music while participating in National Alliance functions keeping his rap CD's in Hate music cases.
Heavy
began feeling himself pulled in the Rap direction.
He was planning on leaving the National Alliance, nothing was happening
anyway, he had been hinting at "Looking to do some "Real" work for the Alliance" without any true bites,
but just as Heavy was about to leave he was approached by another member and offered a job at a company that serviced air
conditioners for large buildings.
Heavy went in the next day for an interview and was greeted by a man with a name right
out of the Civil War.
This man invited Heavy into his office and began telling him how happy he was going to be having
another White man working for him. He said he had Mexicans working for him that he was looking to replace with a few Alliance
members if he could.
This man played "Cat and Mouse" with Heavy telling many racist jokes to assure himself
that they were "On the same page."
Then things turned ominous as this man began talking about having the blueprints
to many of the large buildings he serviced including some sort of FBI interrogation building.
He asked Heavy if he would
be interested in taking a job where he could have acccess to this building for the National Alliance.
Heavy said "You
bet" shaking on the inside.
The man joked some more and then started talking about Timothy McVeigh and what a good
soldier he was. "You have an opportunity here Charles", the man said.
By this time a cold wave that began at
the base of Heavy's spine had taken up residence on the back of his neck.
Heavy knew then that he no longer wanted
to play racist but left agreeing to return to start work the following Monday.
Instead he went to the FBI.
Those
members of the National Alliance had plans on blowing up that FBI building for Y2K...in fact the National Alliance had a multi-state
bomb plot going on where they had plans to bomb at least two Federal buildings in at least two different states, all set to
go off for Y2K to cause a major panic.
Heavy stopped them.
Heavy Fed----The reason Y2K was a non-event!
Rap music had taken him from the clutches of hate and delivered him into a world of love and music.
As human beings we have an innate desire to belong to a group...however...your inclusion into a group
should never come at the expense or the suffering of another.
If you have to do something...or say something...that
costs another...for you to be accepted...then you are selling yourself short...and the expense is far too great.
Illegal Immigration: Heavy Fed's view
Our Country spends billions upon billions fighting the immigration problem here in the United
States every year...but we spend almost nothing on a solution.
Instead of building walls, hiring more Border
agents and throwing our money away in other ways...we should be funding public works projects in Mexico...Lord knows our neighbor
to the South needs their house brought up to code...and we could employ 100's of 1000's of people...if not millions
with the amount of money we otherwise waste each year...in their own Country...where they would rather be.
Hispanic
people are horribly discriminated against in this Country...probably more than any other ethnic group (besides maybe Muslims
now)...and they are undeserving of this discrimination. They are wonderfully loving people...who put their families first.
They have much more closely knit families than our own here in the United States.
I was welcomed with open arms
everywhere I ever traveled in Mexico, Guatemala and El Salvador...I spent years down there...and never had a problem...beside
riding my motorcycle over the side of a mountain trying to avoid a bus coming the other direction.
How many times
have you seen a Hispanic person with a sign standing on a corner? I don't know about where you live...but here in Texas...they
are few and far between. Most of the people with signs here are either Black or White...and mostly white. What does that tell
you?
"We as people of the
Earth need to come together... and see not our differences...but our similarities...as
caring human beings... we should put down our weapons and open our arms to love one another...and rejoice at the paradise
we create."
Heavy Fed
January 2007
"Hate dooms both the hated and the hater."
Heavy Fed
2006
I have not yet given up on my Country...I
have not yet given up my freedom...and I will not relinquish my right or my sworn duty to oppose those who seek to destroy
my Country or it's freedoms be they friend or foe, enemies foreign or domestic.
Those that are willing to fight
with me are welcome, those opposed...are damned.
Heavy Fed
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